Stomach churns

Okay so why on earth do I eat things that make me feel like shit. At the time I think okay it will be fine...nothing is going to happen...bull shit...my stomach is killing me....I feel like I am going to be sick. I hate the fact that all this crap that I eat I think that it tastes sooo good and that I am so going to enjoy it. Well of course I enjoy it when I am eating it...but gross the aftermath is soo not worth it. Maybe that's why I am pleasantly plump because I eat things that are bad for me...that are made to taste good but really in the end result make me feel like crap! Well it's a lesson learned I guess eat like shit...feel like shit....now I know...onto to tomorrow more eating like crap...more feeling like crap when will I ever learn...if only I could actually make my brain automatically eat healthy...only if I had control over my own mind....wait a damn minute I DO! duh.....I just need to get my ass in gear and quit making myself feel like crap all the time....here's to eating healthy....maybe....
Enjoy your coffee!

So sorry!

Okay I know it's been forever....Well guess what I have been out of coffee for quite some time now and it obviously is affecting my blogging skills. My husband and I have decided to try and diet...I know I said it the d word....it's okay though we both have come to terms with our fatness and decided we needed to do something about it! Finally right...I know it's about damn time. So as a result of the diet I haven't been drinking my coffee...cause with the creamer that I use it's just too many calories....sooo I have switched to tea and 2 splendas and obviously it's just not working for me! I decided tonight that I am going to use those wise calories that are in my creamer and continue to blog. No diet is going to keep me from blogging about absolutely nothing and everything all at once. I do enjoy getting on here and venting or raving or just babbling about not having coffee. There have been other stressful issues in my life that have prevented me from blogging but I am happy to say that I have pushed them aside (for now..Lord knows they will be back) and will trek on! So all you five people that might read my blogs the crazy coffe lady is back.....hopefully...for good....so enjoy the coffee i know I will!